semalam...ari yg teruk sgt bg aku....sedih..marah..geram..kecewa....sakit ati...sume ada...huhu....semalam aku smpai uia..punya aku semangat check in lidv(live on campus during vacation)....kunci bilik dh dpt...tp...bila aku mntak kunci stor...nak amik brg2 aku dlm stor....tgk officer tu xbg...ckp stor bkak 12hb july..dia suruh mntk permission from principle...huhuhu...siap ckp lg...td dah ada 2org dh rayu kat principle..tp dua2 kena reject...principle xbg serah kunci stor..coz dh ramai sgt request...smpai dorg kena strictly prohibited dr bg kunci stor...what's da point she do like dat??hm..pas2 dia ckp...ada org complain brg2 hilang...huhuhu...aku tnya la..cmne aku nak g program??coz brg2 sume dlm stor....dia suruh cari alternatif laen...aku trus call principle..mntk permission dia tuk bg kunci stor tp still principle xbg..huhu...sedey gak...pnat2 aku balik...aku check in lidv...pnat2 aku packing brg...tgk xleh g program coz brg2 dlm stor...n stor kunci!!!huhu...aku pasrah jela...maybe xde rezki aku nak g program 2..huhu...pas2 bru aku teringat..offer letter aku dlm file dalam stor gak...aku call balik principle...mntk die consider coz aku sgt2 perlu offer letter tuk aku anta application jpa..huhu..dia still xnak bg kunci stor n strictly ckp pape hal pun, stor bkak 12hb n pndai2 kamu la nak cari cara laen..huh!!tym 2...aku xtau nak ckp cmne dah...mmg trus nangis gler2..slama nih..aku dah pulun abes2an..nak dptkan chance apply jpa...bila dah sume requirements aku pass...problem nih lak..huhu..smata2 sbb stor kunci..aku xleh apply jpa???sampai cmtu skali ke ending usaha aku nih???huhu...aku cek online..kot2 ada lg offer letter online...tp data not available..huhu..rsa ilang spirit aku..huhu...kwn2 aku pun sume dah mrh2..geram ngn principle...nape xde consideration??kalo ye pun xcayer n tkot brg ilang..xslh kalo dorg ikut aku g stor n kunci blik pas aku amik file tu..tp nape xnak???aku xteringin pun nak curi brg org..aku still waras pk ryte o wrong..huhu...pluang nih bkn snang nak dpt..xkan aku nak abaikan sume smata2 sbb nih..huhu...aku call parents aku...n xsgka ayah aku mntk no principle...nak cl sndiri..n ckp sndiri ngn principle tu...slma nih..aku xpnah libatkan parents aku dlm pape hal..bila ayah aku call pun...siap ckp.."cmne u rasa kalo anak u kena cmnih??"..tp still cmtu...tetap xbg bkak stor tu..ya Allah..nape susah sgt nak bg...xde ke consideration lgsung??huhu..shari suntuk aku nangis..kwn2 pun mcm2 dh bg nsihat...support aku..suruh aku kuat tuk dugaan nih..hmmm...pg td,awal2 lg aku g ANR(admissions n records devision)...aku request copy offer letter..tp akk tu ckp...dlm 3ari waktu bekerja br dpt...ades..cmtu isnin la baru aku dpt...sdgkan due date jpa jumaat nih...aku dah frust...but..i can't give up...aku g STAD(student affair division)..bhgn scholarship...mdm 2 dah siap call hostel...tp still hostel xnak bkk stor tu smpai 12hb..huhu...aku g jumpa executive officer..mntk tlg kot2 leh tlg ckpkan kat anr...cptkan prosedure..tp bro nik pun xleh tlg coz bkn under his jobs..hm...aku kena trus sabar...kuat..bro nik suggestkan aku anta form laen kat jpa...n offer letter anta later tp ngn syarat aku kena explain kat pihak jpa..huhu...tym nak balik..tiba2 tdetik aku nak g anr balik..try lg skali...n..aku jmpa sorg sis nih.dia tnya aku intake bla??bla aku ckp intake 082..dia ckp...mcm ada record lg dlm system dorg..so..akk tu cek2...alhamdulillah...ada record lg...bleh print tp kena byr rm25 tuk 1copy printed tu..ades...uia nih asyik duit je..huhu.."xkesahla kak..bape pun kena byr,asalkan sy dpt copy offer letter arinh"..pas akk tu print..aku g stad..mntk approval tuk form2 tu...mula2 agak ade prob sket coz xde original punya..pas aku cter dr awal...alhamdulillah..mdm bleh consider..lps dpt approval..aku trus g pos office..g bt pos laju..alhamdulillah...sume dah setel...n dpt cri solution...syukur sgt2..n lega sgt skrg...mmg aku xphm btl cra hstel aku pnya system.huhu..nyusahkan org je..hmm..skrg nih..juz doa n tawakal..ada rezki..insya Allah dptla..kalo xde rezki..pasrah jela..skrg2 aku dah berusaha...kwn2..doakan ea smga aku dpt...amin..n psl program tu...even kwn2 aku nak mntk tlg pnjmkan baju dorgla..mcm2la...tp aku dh bt decision yg aku xg program tu..biarla...aku xnak pk problem nih..bt sakit ati..geram bla pk2 balik pe hostel aku nih bt..huhu...dla,nisa n dot..njoyla kat program tu nanti ea..jgnla sedey2 coz kte xg...hmmm..smoga korg g n balik ngn slamat...amin....(^,^)